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an Update of sorts

I feel like a broken record saying this but I'm in a dark place again with my sexual side i feel so confused again. for any of you who followed my blog you will know I've had a hard (no pun intended) time with my sexuality. I know sexuality is a weird thing judging by things I've read and been told etc. but with me it doesn't seem...   Read Full Entry

Jumped a train and don't have any idea where it is headed

For longstanding members you may have noticed that I haven't been on much lately and it has been a long time since I have updated this blog. Well it is now time for that update. This blog stands as testimony that my life has been in turmoil for quite some time, but that turmoil has been placid compared to my present. At the beginning of...   Read Full Entry

Always Thinking

As I sit in my office I often wander what it would be like to have a co-worker that is bi how cool that would be, Especially if they are attractive. Then my mind goes to the old saying don't shit where you eat. Having an attractive bi co worker would be nice but what temptations would arise if there was a mutual attraction and we were alone...   Read Full Entry

Who Makes the Rules

I was going to respond to a forum posting on cross-dressing, but felt that my response was maybe too intense for the topic at hand. So I figured I would post it here. If people read it, fine, if not, it allowed me to get it out of my system.

Who makes up all these rules in the first place? Why should anyone care what you wear as long as you are a...   Read Full Entry

Decisions decisions

A guy contacts you and spends a while chatting yet you know all he is interested in is laying you ................... decisions decisions ................ time to lay back and think of England   Read Full Entry


It is nice to have some anonymity when it comes to posting a blog. People who read are free to choose whether they agree or disagree, and can post their opinion, no matter how vapid or introspective.

To force someone to do something your way is the antithesis of choice. But, to force someone to make a choice is also not a good thing. Choice is...   Read Full Entry

Man on Man

Often when I go to tubegalore for some masturbation material, I don't have anything specific in mind. I browse through the thumbnails until something tickles my fancy. It could be anything from MILF lesbians to transexuals to bi-bears ;) . During these sessions I'll often switch around until I settle on something to cum to. I love being bi...   Read Full Entry

Further down the rabbit hole...

It is time once again to spill the ever confusing thoughts out of my brain-space into the blog-space in an attempt to alleviate the stresses of life and the pursuit of the elusive creature called happiness.

I keep feeling I am falling backward into the closet again. Not that I need to world to know me as an out and pround bisexual man. But,...   Read Full Entry

right or wrong

Awhile ago I found this forum and it was a good thing... I lost track of things and haven't checked in for awhile - so long, in fact that I forgot my name...

I've been working on some things pertaining to who I am - and attempting to come to terms with who I really am and what I want to be... for right or wrong - I have at least come to...   Read Full Entry

New Friend

This is my first blog, so here goes. I met a guy through a mutual family friend. My friend knows of my bisexuality and is very understanding towards me because her own daughter is gay. I came out to my friend a year ago and we have had numerous conversations on the subject on where I've been and where I'm going with my sexuality. She has...   Read Full Entry

Dramatis Personae

For those who are interested in my reading list, I present the following as the entries to my literventure (literature and adventure combined?) in alphabetical order by author then title (titles with unknown authors are listed first).

The Epic of Gilgamesh
The Gnostic Gospels
The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri
Ethics...   Read Full Entry

Moved on a few stages...

It's been a while since I've updated this, not much else has happened until recently.

The other day I finally came out to my Dad. I don't see him very much as we live a long distance apart, but we met for a meal and I told him after when we were in the pub. He's quite conservative so I didn't know if he would take it well and...   Read Full Entry

The fools

It was the magic hour he thought. Just before dusk, enough light for the camera in her hand, just enough darkness that the occasional brush could be accidental. None were. Each touch thrilled him, bolstered his confidence. Perhaps tonight he would say something.

They walked along the river, the remaining light reflecting off its surface. From...   Read Full Entry

The day I found this site and other things :)

I have been a member here for about a week now, give or take. At first reluctant. Scared... Nervous.. All those things... It's another site I need to hide from my wife. While she knows about my bi side she's not o.k. with it. I get the feeling if she knew about me being bi prior to marriage the marriage wouldn't have happened. ...   Read Full Entry


Me: Omg I just read this and it made me sad. I don't want to let you go!! Your the best friend I've ever had!"If you love someone, don't try to be just a friend. It won't work. It will hurt, it will kill you, and it will put you in hell. If you are in love with a friend, just let him go. Or embrace the devil."...   Read Full Entry

A Weekend of Churches

I went to two concerts in former churches this weekend, and it was pretty spiritual...In a musical sense, not a religious one. I've been making an effort to get out more, as part of the larger effort to accept my bisexuality. It's been going really well, and the shows were great (The first night was bluegrass, and the second was a...   Read Full Entry

What Do I Really Want?

Last weekend, I went to my best friend's wedding. She and I have been best friends for 15 years and in many ways is the only person in the world who truly understands me. While there was never anything romantic between us, I see her as a sort of soul mate, in the sense she understands me when no one else does. I was honestly thrilled to see...   Read Full Entry

Time to get started on this blog thing...

So I've fully accepted myself as a bisexual man, and realized that I'm even pansexual. Everyone I know is fine with that, and nobody gives me crap for it. The ones that know about him are accepting of my boyfriend (all 3 of those people) and are nice to him. Everything is hunky dory right? Nope.

I still have one more major thing about my...   Read Full Entry

The only thing I'd change... can't be changed...

So yeah, I feel kinda bleh tonight, so I guess I'll write a dark entry for the evening...

You know how you can ask someone what they'd change about themselves, and you get answers like "my nose," "my eyes," "my hair," etc?

What would I change? Half of my ethnic background. Ever since I was little, I was...   Read Full Entry

The Return Of that guy...

Why yes, I am going to exhaust every pun I possibly can.
So, I'm bored, I'm alone and I figured I'd start up a blog in case any one wants to read it and live vicariously through my adventures.
First things first, I'll restate these laws:

You agree, through your use of this service, that you will not use this Blog system to post...   Read Full Entry

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