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Mobius loop of life.

Hello brothers,

It has been awhile since I last post a blog entry. Things are... well, they are... I don't rightly know what they are. I should be feeling better about things, my wife has agreed to (even excited about) a threesome with another male. I know that I want this but now uncertain as to how I feel about it. We are looking for a...   Read Full Entry

Dramatis Personae

For those who are interested in my reading list, I present the following as the entries to my literventure (literature and adventure combined?) in alphabetical order by author then title (titles with unknown authors are listed first).

The Epic of Gilgamesh
The Gnostic Gospels
The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri
Ethics...   Read Full Entry

Moved on a few stages...

It's been a while since I've updated this, not much else has happened until recently.

The other day I finally came out to my Dad. I don't see him very much as we live a long distance apart, but we met for a meal and I told him after when we were in the pub. He's quite conservative so I didn't know if he would take it well and...   Read Full Entry

A new first time

Today was a milestone in my life. I just had another man playing with my balls for a half hour. It was quite an experience. The biggest problem was that he was not at all gentle. In fact at times it was downright painful. When I got up, I was surprised by the amount of blood that had resulted. At no point did I have anything remotely close...   Read Full Entry

The fools

It was the magic hour he thought. Just before dusk, enough light for the camera in her hand, just enough darkness that the occasional brush could be accidental. None were. Each touch thrilled him, bolstered his confidence. Perhaps tonight he would say something.

They walked along the river, the remaining light reflecting off its surface. From...   Read Full Entry

The day I found this site and other things :)

I have been a member here for about a week now, give or take. At first reluctant. Scared... Nervous.. All those things... It's another site I need to hide from my wife. While she knows about my bi side she's not o.k. with it. I get the feeling if she knew about me being bi prior to marriage the marriage wouldn't have happened. ...   Read Full Entry


Me: Omg I just read this and it made me sad. I don't want to let you go!! Your the best friend I've ever had!"If you love someone, don't try to be just a friend. It won't work. It will hurt, it will kill you, and it will put you in hell. If you are in love with a friend, just let him go. Or embrace the devil."...   Read Full Entry

A Weekend of Churches

I went to two concerts in former churches this weekend, and it was pretty spiritual...In a musical sense, not a religious one. I've been making an effort to get out more, as part of the larger effort to accept my bisexuality. It's been going really well, and the shows were great (The first night was bluegrass, and the second was a...   Read Full Entry

What Do I Really Want?

Last weekend, I went to my best friend's wedding. She and I have been best friends for 15 years and in many ways is the only person in the world who truly understands me. While there was never anything romantic between us, I see her as a sort of soul mate, in the sense she understands me when no one else does. I was honestly thrilled to see...   Read Full Entry

Time to get started on this blog thing...

So I've fully accepted myself as a bisexual man, and realized that I'm even pansexual. Everyone I know is fine with that, and nobody gives me crap for it. The ones that know about him are accepting of my boyfriend (all 3 of those people) and are nice to him. Everything is hunky dory right? Nope.

I still have one more major thing about my...   Read Full Entry

The only thing I'd change... can't be changed...

So yeah, I feel kinda bleh tonight, so I guess I'll write a dark entry for the evening...

You know how you can ask someone what they'd change about themselves, and you get answers like "my nose," "my eyes," "my hair," etc?

What would I change? Half of my ethnic background. Ever since I was little, I was...   Read Full Entry

The Return Of that guy...

Why yes, I am going to exhaust every pun I possibly can.
So, I'm bored, I'm alone and I figured I'd start up a blog in case any one wants to read it and live vicariously through my adventures.
First things first, I'll restate these laws:

You agree, through your use of this service, that you will not use this Blog system to post...   Read Full Entry

Out To My Ex

So things have calmed at home. Mom's pretending nothing has changed and is pushing for more therapy as if I can be fixed when my therapist is quite happy for me ironically and is keeping tabs on my coming out process. Dad is getting used to it and doesn't seem to care a whole lot. without fanfare let's get to the bulk of this...   Read Full Entry

Work? I've tried it and it's not for me, thank you!

So, I recently started a summer job in an office. I'm aware that that might just be the single dullest sentence ever committed to paper but it's really having the most startling affect on me. Looking around the room all I can see is grey. Grey carpet, grey furniture, even the staff are dressed mostly in grey. A couple of the ladies...   Read Full Entry

I'll try not to seem to hipster or anything

So traditional bloggers annoy me with their jean shorts and fake, think framed glasses but I want to start one to expose others to my bull shit and fuckery because I honestly believe that it is worth a read. I'll start with introductions. Hello, my name is Bobby and I have just finished out my freshman year of college. I am currently at home...   Read Full Entry

New to this

So my name is Kevin obviously, I'm 26 and I've liked men for the last 10 months, I recently broke up with my girlfriend so I could explore my bisexual side. I really have not felt attracted to women in a little while, I think my brain is just on man overload for all the year I missed out on. I have not really decided weather or not this...   Read Full Entry

Possibly the most pertinent and profound posting I have ever read here - thank you steven64

Posted Today, 11:34 PM

steven64, on 13 February 2011 - 10:57 PM, said:

Hi Brandon,

Just sat reading your post and found it very thought provoking.

I believe that we are all born this way, it just takes time for some of us for it to materialise.

What you are going through today is what I started to go through at the age of 30. Questioning my...   Read Full Entry

Testing testing 10.01.11

Seeing if this upgrade has enabled the blogs to work properly... http://www.shybi-guy...//party0023.gif

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New to this...Hoping to find good guidance and advice

Im a family and goal oriented guy not understanding certain feelings of attraction to men that have come over me lately. I've never been with a dude and I dont understand why the feelings are surfacing at this point in my life. I'm in the Army and I'm also a college student. Throughout my late teens and as of late I've had sex and...   Read Full Entry

Come on In...the water's fine

So i'm new here... and I need to build up rapport with the site before I can change my profile, add a pic, enter chat, etc....etc....
I am okay with it, but it is frustrating.

So I title my blog "some assembly required" - get it??? okay...not so funny

My first impressions coming to this site was nervousness...then realizing there...   Read Full Entry

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