Spent sometime with a guy who has challenged, in a good way, my thinking on the direction my bisexuality has been going and where I want to go next.
The time on Sunday with this guy took me mentally to place I had only fantasied about, quite a few became reality and I know if I follow a certain path many more fantasies would be come reality as... Read Full Entry
It is nice to have some anonymity when it comes to posting a blog. People who read are free to choose whether they agree or disagree, and can post their opinion, no matter how vapid or introspective.
To force someone to do something your way is the antithesis of choice. But, to force someone to make a choice is also not a good thing. Choice is... Read Full Entry
Often when I go to tubegalore for some masturbation material, I don't have anything specific in mind. I browse through the thumbnails until something tickles my fancy. It could be anything from MILF lesbians to transexuals to bi-bears ;) . During these sessions I'll often switch around until I settle on something to cum to. I love being bi... Read Full Entry
Well finally back on here been away thinking through things in my life and finally accepted i am bisexual and i'm fully happy about it and more mentally ready when i go out on the look out for guys & girls.
i've had 2 wonderfully memorable times with a guy since my last post and am very happy in my current life. being able to be... Read Full Entry
It is time once again to spill the ever confusing thoughts out of my brain-space into the blog-space in an attempt to alleviate the stresses of life and the pursuit of the elusive creature called happiness.
I keep feeling I am falling backward into the closet again. Not that I need to world to know me as an out and pround bisexual man. But,... Read Full Entry
I sometimes wonder if those who have read my blog are concerned for my mental stability. I have gone through so much and have had some very dark times in my marriage and have considered ending it all (more explanation of that later). An honest evaluation of where I am at the moment in terms of this blog would be on a plateau. We seem to be... Read Full Entry
Awhile ago I found this forum and it was a good thing... I lost track of things and haven't checked in for awhile - so long, in fact that I forgot my name...
I've been working on some things pertaining to who I am - and attempting to come to terms with who I really am and what I want to be... for right or wrong - I have at least come to... Read Full Entry
This is my first blog, so here goes. I met a guy through a mutual family friend. My friend knows of my bisexuality and is very understanding towards me because her own daughter is gay. I came out to my friend a year ago and we have had numerous conversations on the subject on where I've been and where I'm going with my sexuality. She has... Read Full Entry
For those who are interested in my reading list, I present the following as the entries to my literventure (literature and adventure combined?) in alphabetical order by author then title (titles with unknown authors are listed first).
The Epic of Gilgamesh
The Gnostic Gospels
The Divine Comedy
by Dante Alighieri
Ethics... Read Full Entry
It's been a while since I've updated this, not much else has happened until recently.
The other day I finally came out to my Dad. I don't see him very much as we live a long distance apart, but we met for a meal and I told him after when we were in the pub. He's quite conservative so I didn't know if he would take it well and... Read Full Entry
It was the magic hour he thought. Just before dusk, enough light for the camera in her hand, just enough darkness that the occasional brush could be accidental. None were. Each touch thrilled him, bolstered his confidence. Perhaps tonight he would say something.
They walked along the river, the remaining light reflecting off its surface. From... Read Full Entry
I have been a member here for about a week now, give or take. At first reluctant. Scared... Nervous.. All those things... It's another site I need to hide from my wife. While she knows about my bi side she's not o.k. with it. I get the feeling if she knew about me being bi prior to marriage the marriage wouldn't have happened. ... Read Full Entry
Me: Omg I just read this and it made me sad. I don't want to let you go!! Your the best friend I've ever had!"If you love someone, don't try to be just a friend. It won't work. It will hurt, it will kill you, and it will put you in hell. If you are in love with a friend, just let him go. Or embrace the devil."... Read Full Entry
I went to two concerts in former churches this weekend, and it was pretty spiritual...In a musical sense, not a religious one. I've been making an effort to get out more, as part of the larger effort to accept my bisexuality. It's been going really well, and the shows were great (The first night was bluegrass, and the second was a... Read Full Entry
Last weekend, I went to my best friend's wedding. She and I have been best friends for 15 years and in many ways is the only person in the world who truly understands me. While there was never anything romantic between us, I see her as a sort of soul mate, in the sense she understands me when no one else does. I was honestly thrilled to see... Read Full Entry
So I've fully accepted myself as a bisexual man, and realized that I'm even pansexual. Everyone I know is fine with that, and nobody gives me crap for it. The ones that know about him are accepting of my boyfriend (all 3 of those people) and are nice to him. Everything is hunky dory right? Nope.
I still have one more major thing about my... Read Full Entry
So yeah, I feel kinda bleh tonight, so I guess I'll write a dark entry for the evening...
You know how you can ask someone what they'd change about themselves, and you get answers like "my nose," "my eyes," "my hair," etc?
What would I change? Half of my ethnic background. Ever since I was little, I was... Read Full Entry
Why yes, I am going to exhaust every pun I possibly can.
So, I'm bored, I'm alone and I figured I'd start up a blog in case any one wants to read it and live vicariously through my adventures.
First things first, I'll restate these laws:
You agree, through your use of this service, that you will not use this Blog system to post... Read Full Entry
So things have calmed at home. Mom's pretending nothing has changed and is pushing for more therapy as if I can be fixed when my therapist is quite happy for me ironically and is keeping tabs on my coming out process. Dad is getting used to it and doesn't seem to care a whole lot. without fanfare let's get to the bulk of this... Read Full Entry
So, I recently started a summer job in an office. I'm aware that that might just be the single dullest sentence ever committed to paper but it's really having the most startling affect on me. Looking around the room all I can see is grey. Grey carpet, grey furniture, even the staff are dressed mostly in grey. A couple of the ladies... Read Full Entry