I seriously am baffled by my sexual life in general i know some people have said the sexual side is fluid but mine is very fluid so fluid it annoys me. I have so many days when my sexual side is so under control i am ok i just fantasise about my fave female celebs and can masturbate over these celebs without worry. then suddenly one day i wake up... Read Full Entry
First of all, I made a friend who is also bisexual and who I feel I can open up to about anything and everything. We have an open forum where we can talk just about anything with no fear of recrimination or embarrassment. I am totally grateful for this friendship. With that being said, he is helping me come to terms with being bisexual. Yes I... Read Full Entry
Joining the guys in their quest through the bisexual realm is not easy later in life. Letting mores become fossilized over the years doesn't exactly contribute to a robust mental outlook. Our souls having been petrified, during our would be years of experimentation, by the early AIDS crises. A crises that gave a black mark to the word... Read Full Entry
For longstanding members you may have noticed that I haven't been on much lately and it has been a long time since I have updated this blog. Well it is now time for that update. This blog stands as testimony that my life has been in turmoil for quite some time, but that turmoil has been placid compared to my present. At the beginning of... Read Full Entry
As I sit in my office I often wander what it would be like to have a co-worker that is bi how cool that would be, Especially if they are attractive. Then my mind goes to the old saying don't shit where you eat. Having an attractive bi co worker would be nice but what temptations would arise if there was a mutual attraction and we were alone... Read Full Entry
I was going to respond to a forum posting on cross-dressing, but felt that my response was maybe too intense for the topic at hand. So I figured I would post it here. If people read it, fine, if not, it allowed me to get it out of my system.
Who makes up all these rules in the first place? Why should anyone care what you wear as long as you are a... Read Full Entry
A guy contacts you and spends a while chatting yet you know all he is interested in is laying you ................... decisions decisions ................ time to lay back and think of England Read Full Entry
It is nice to have some anonymity when it comes to posting a blog. People who read are free to choose whether they agree or disagree, and can post their opinion, no matter how vapid or introspective.
To force someone to do something your way is the antithesis of choice. But, to force someone to make a choice is also not a good thing. Choice is... Read Full Entry
Often when I go to tubegalore for some masturbation material, I don't have anything specific in mind. I browse through the thumbnails until something tickles my fancy. It could be anything from MILF lesbians to transexuals to bi-bears ;) . During these sessions I'll often switch around until I settle on something to cum to. I love being bi... Read Full Entry
It is time once again to spill the ever confusing thoughts out of my brain-space into the blog-space in an attempt to alleviate the stresses of life and the pursuit of the elusive creature called happiness.
I keep feeling I am falling backward into the closet again. Not that I need to world to know me as an out and pround bisexual man. But,... Read Full Entry
Awhile ago I found this forum and it was a good thing... I lost track of things and haven't checked in for awhile - so long, in fact that I forgot my name...
I've been working on some things pertaining to who I am - and attempting to come to terms with who I really am and what I want to be... for right or wrong - I have at least come to... Read Full Entry
This is my first blog, so here goes. I met a guy through a mutual family friend. My friend knows of my bisexuality and is very understanding towards me because her own daughter is gay. I came out to my friend a year ago and we have had numerous conversations on the subject on where I've been and where I'm going with my sexuality. She has... Read Full Entry
For those who are interested in my reading list, I present the following as the entries to my literventure (literature and adventure combined?) in alphabetical order by author then title (titles with unknown authors are listed first).
The Epic of Gilgamesh
The Gnostic Gospels
The Divine Comedy
by Dante Alighieri
Ethics... Read Full Entry
It's been a while since I've updated this, not much else has happened until recently.
The other day I finally came out to my Dad. I don't see him very much as we live a long distance apart, but we met for a meal and I told him after when we were in the pub. He's quite conservative so I didn't know if he would take it well and... Read Full Entry
It was the magic hour he thought. Just before dusk, enough light for the camera in her hand, just enough darkness that the occasional brush could be accidental. None were. Each touch thrilled him, bolstered his confidence. Perhaps tonight he would say something.
They walked along the river, the remaining light reflecting off its surface. From... Read Full Entry
I have been a member here for about a week now, give or take. At first reluctant. Scared... Nervous.. All those things... It's another site I need to hide from my wife. While she knows about my bi side she's not o.k. with it. I get the feeling if she knew about me being bi prior to marriage the marriage wouldn't have happened. ... Read Full Entry
Me: Omg I just read this and it made me sad. I don't want to let you go!! Your the best friend I've ever had!"If you love someone, don't try to be just a friend. It won't work. It will hurt, it will kill you, and it will put you in hell. If you are in love with a friend, just let him go. Or embrace the devil."... Read Full Entry
I went to two concerts in former churches this weekend, and it was pretty spiritual...In a musical sense, not a religious one. I've been making an effort to get out more, as part of the larger effort to accept my bisexuality. It's been going really well, and the shows were great (The first night was bluegrass, and the second was a... Read Full Entry
Last weekend, I went to my best friend's wedding. She and I have been best friends for 15 years and in many ways is the only person in the world who truly understands me. While there was never anything romantic between us, I see her as a sort of soul mate, in the sense she understands me when no one else does. I was honestly thrilled to see... Read Full Entry
So I've fully accepted myself as a bisexual man, and realized that I'm even pansexual. Everyone I know is fine with that, and nobody gives me crap for it. The ones that know about him are accepting of my boyfriend (all 3 of those people) and are nice to him. Everything is hunky dory right? Nope.
I still have one more major thing about my... Read Full Entry